Alone with my thoughts

I don't have much to say these days. I'm treading through the deep waters of my thoughts. And when I get this way, songs are the only way to speak. For some time now I have become acquainted with a song by Barlow Girl called "I Believe in Love." It perfectly describes where I'm at right now and it offers so much encouragement. So instead of posting my thoughts, I'd like to post these lyrics...

"I Believe In Love"

How long will my prayers seem unanswered? Is there still faith in me to reach the end? I'm feeling doubt I'm losing faith. But giving up would cost me everything. So I'll stand in the pain and silence. And I'll speak to the dark night. I believe in the sun even when it's not shining. I believe in love even when I don't feel it. And I believe in God even when He is silent. And I, I believe.

Though I can't see my stories ending. That doesn't mean the dark night has no end. It's only here that I find faith. And learn to trust the One who writes my days. So I'll stand in the pain and silence. And I'll speak to the dark night. I believe in the sun even when it's not shining. I believe in love even when I don't feel it. And I believe in God even when He is silent. And I, I believe. No dark can consume light, no death greater than this life. We are not forgotten. Hope is found when we say, even when He is silent. I believe in the sun even when it's not shining. I believe in love even when I don't feel it. And I believe in God even when He is silent. And I, I believe.